ThisIsMyMomentForLife

I fly with the stars in the sky. I am no longer tryin to survive. I believe that life is a prize. But to live doesn't mean you're alive. Don't worry about me and who I fire. I get what I desire, its my empire. And yes I call the shots, I am the umpire. I sprinkle holy water upon the vampire. In this very moment I'm king. In this very moment I slay Goliath with a sling. In this very moment I bring. Put it on everything, and I will retire with the ring. And I will retire with the CROWN, yes. No I'm not lucky I'm blessed, yes. Clap for the heavyweight champ, me. But I couldn't do it all alone, we. Young Money raised me, grew up out in Baisley. Southside Jamacia, Queens and its crazy. Cuz I'm still hood, Hollywood couldn't change me. Shout out to my haters, sorry that you couldn't phase me. MOMENT4LIFE

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Look.At.Me.Now

How have I let this happen?  How have I let all my bad habits come back and get the best of me.  Last year this time I was a completely different person.  A person with the right mindset, working out daily and eating healthfully.  Where am I now?  Where have those perfect habits gone?

The first thing I want to do is blame others.  Blame my job last December that made me work 3rd shift.  Forcing me to eat to stay awake. Blaming Debot for being all-you-can eat. [Seriously..freshman 15 is easier than you think]. Blame everyone else for being skinny and being able to eat whatever they want..and watching them thinking its so not fair. And blaming God for cursing me with this horrible fate.  [Why me, God? Is usually running through my mind everyday] 

But in all reality i should just be blaming myself.  [No. no. Don't say it.  I'm going to be hard on myself because I need to be.]  Its me who controls my daily routines.  Its me who controls when I eat and how often I work out. 

So this is me now...taking control of my life.  Getting back to the way I was last year.  Starting fresh. This is me...in real life.  The realist you'll ever see me.  Judge if you want..but that doesn't make you a better person. Haters gne hate.

Don't worry, I'll just use that as MOTIVATION.
-Deuces

Friday, December 9, 2011

If.You've.Got.An.Issue

If yo azz has an issue with me or the things I do, keep it to yourself. Don't be running your mouth to other people about the "problems" you think I have. Really?! Really? I don't need you and Im chuckin up the DEUCES!
-Deuces

Thursday, December 8, 2011

A.Minute.Passed

For a minute has passed, do not fret. I am still here. Excuse my absence since I have been preoccupied by the trials and torments of my own life. "Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you disquieted within me? Hope in GOD; for I shall again praise HIM, my help and my GOD. By day the LORD commands his steadfast love, and at night his son is with me, a prayer to the GOD of my life." (Psalm 42: 5,8) I will trust in the Lord. Do not worry I am still here. Keeping on keeping on--making my mark.
-Deuces